25th August

Just as I was pondering over something deeply in the library..

while tuning into 梁文音 - 哭过就好了..

A figure from the upper level looked down towards me.

my heart literally sank.

he totally resembled u.

I thought he was you.

tai xiang le.


...



yes. it ached.

Exhausted

I haven't been updating this blog promptly as I planned to.

I'll just do a simple short update today.

My health;
- The sharp pain is occuring more frequently
- And the bulging feeling from the nodule is getting significant
- I get breathless more easily nowadays
- My tailbone aches more frequently too [Since last year end due nodule]

My studies;
- I flunked my Stats module with utter shocking grade.
- Test result for CCM Module was not as good as expected
- Finally managed to clear 1 out of 5 projects yesterday.

My overall well-being
- I am disappointed in myself. totally.
- The constraints of $, and the thoughts of numerous debts owed.
- My moods and feelings are getting more sensitive recently
- I am unable to accept rejections or negative aspect strongly anymore.
- And, I missed my healthy and carefree lifestyle.


If I could, I'd really want to turn back time and support the young me as much as I could to avoid this present state. =(

Little bickering

Woahhhh.
Feel like puking now.
Extremely full ttm due unforeseen circumstances.

Not that I chose to be this 'full', but it's argh..
Shall update later.

Super duper uncomfortable now.